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<p dir="ltr" style="margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><span style="line-height:1.38"><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">&Aring;r 1771. d 5te Apr. gick den led. Syst</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">: Hanna Cathr. Deber saligt utur Tiden. Hon har sjelf skrifwit f&ouml;ljande om sin g&aring;ng genom Tiden:</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>

<p dir="ltr" style="margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><span style="line-height:1.38"><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">Jag &auml;r f&ouml;dd h&auml;r i Gborg. 1718 d 15 Febr. Min fader war skomakare och m&auml;stare h&auml;rst&auml;des. Mina f&ouml;r&auml;ldrar hade stor k&auml;rlek til mig; och d&aring; jag kunde l&auml;sa, h&ouml;llo de mig flitigt til at l&auml;sa i bibeln, hwartil jag och fick stor lust. d&aring; jag l&auml;ste i Nya Testamentet /: hwilket war mig k&auml;rast :/ k&auml;nde jag ofta kraftiga r&ouml;relser af den h. Anda i mit hjerta s&aring; at jag ofta m&aring;tte gr&aring;ta mycket; jag k&auml;nde ock stundom en gudoml. kraft med besynnerl. gl&auml;dje i mit hjerta, och &ouml;nskade af hjertat, at wara et r&auml;tt guds barn. S&aring;som &aring;ren hos mig tiltog, s&aring; m&aring;tte jag och bli warse at f&ouml;rderfwet tiltog. Jag fick lust til w&auml;rlden, men dock under stor oro. Jag s&ouml;kte ofta at f&aring; wara i en rymme och gr&aring;ta, och bad den K. Guden, at han dock wille f&ouml;rbarma sig &ouml;fwer mig. Men tillika f&ouml;rf&ouml;ll jag derp&aring;, at sjelf blifwa b&auml;ttre, och r&aring;kade in i egit w&auml;rkande; mit beg&auml;r war dock at blifwa salig; men det gick alt under stor hjertans oro. D&aring; jag f&ouml;rsta g&aring;nge gick til den H. Nattwarden, war min oro &auml;n st&ouml;rre, efter jag ej war wiss p&aring;, at jag gick w&auml;rdeliga dertil. Sedan f&ouml;ll jag i en stark sjukdom. Under den samma k&auml;nde jag Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">ns </span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n&auml;rhet helt besynnerl</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n </span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">och hade d&aring; h&auml;ldre welat g&aring; hem til Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">, &auml;n &aring;ter bli frisk. N&aring;gon tid derefter, sedan jag</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
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<p dir="ltr" style="margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><span style="line-height:1.38"><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">sedan jag war frisk, f&ouml;ll mig in, som hade Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap"> sagt til mig: Jag &auml;r d&ouml;ren, jag &auml;r w&auml;gen, Sanningen och Lifwet&rdquo;. detta styrkte mig helt besynnerligen. Wid de m&aring;nga n&aring;debes&ouml;ken, som jag &auml;r farit af Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap"> p&aring; mit hjerta, m&aring;ste jag besynnerligen undra &ouml;fwer Hans stora T&aring;lamod och l&aring;ngmodighet, som han har haft med mig arma. En g&aring;ng mot Juleh&ouml;gtiden d&aring; jag gick ut i staden, s&aring;g jag p&aring; gatorna m&aring;nga fattiga m&auml;nniskor, som tiggde, at f&aring; n&aring;got til Helgedagarne, d&aring; bad jag Fr&auml;lsaren, at han ock til Helgedagarne wille gifva mig n&aring;got s&aring;dant, som kunde f&auml;sta hans hjerta wid hans hjerta; och d&aring; jag p&aring; Juledagen kom i kyrkan, s&ouml;ngs det verset: &ldquo;Lofwat ware du Jesu Christ&rdquo;, d&aring; jag h&ouml;rde detta sjungas, wardt mit hjerta s&aring; intagit af Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">, at jag ej wiste huru mig war; det war mig s&aring;, som wore jag i Himmelen. Fr&aring;n den Tiden kom jag in i nogare umg&auml;nge med Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">. Likas&aring; gick det mig wid P&aring;ska tiden. Jag t&auml;nkte: Ack K. Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">! wille du s&aring; m&ouml;ta mig i andanom, som du synligen m&ouml;tte Mar. Magdal.! och det wederfors mig s&aring;, warwid jag hade en salig k&auml;nning. Wid alt detta m&aring; jag dock undra &ouml;fwer den K. Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">ns </span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">stora t&aring;lamod med mig arma barn. S&aring; l&aring;ngt g&aring;r hennes egna skrifna ber&auml;ttelse. Man kan s&auml;ga om henne, at hon war en stilla sj&auml;l; hon war af f&aring; ord, och talade ej mycket. Hon war ganska fridsam och k&auml;rlig. Hon kunde sin salighet</span></span></span></span></span></span></p>
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<p dir="ltr" style="margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><span style="line-height:1.38"><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">lighet, och hade ringa tankar om sig sjelf. Hennes st&ouml;rsta n&ouml;ije war, n&auml;r hon war i umg&auml;nge med sina Systrar. Hon war mycket sjuklig, emedan hon i n&aring;gra &aring;r haft lungsot, men har derwid dock godt uppe; men nu p&aring; et &aring;rs tid har hon ej kunnat g&aring; utur huset, den 4</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">de </span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">Mart: m&aring;tte hon l&auml;ggas till s&auml;ngs. Hennes tr&aring;nad och l&auml;ngtan, war at f&aring; g&aring; hem til Fr&auml;ls</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">n</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">. Under sin sjukdom war hon t&aring;lig och stilla. P&aring; hennes hemf&auml;rds dag, bad hon sin broder, w&aring;r K. Br. Mich. Deber, at han wille be Magister Andr&eacute;n komma til henne, emedan hon l&auml;ngtade mycket efter den Heliga Nattwarden. Sedan sade hon til sin Sw&auml;gerska: Min Syster! Mina &ouml;gon blifwa s&aring; m&ouml;rka, at jag n&auml;stan ej kan se. D&aring; nu Mag: Andr. kom talade hon ganska syndareaktigt om sit hjertas tilst&aring;nd med honom, och han tr&ouml;stade henne p&aring; et Evangeliskt s&auml;tt, och efter h&aring;llit skrifterm&aring;lstal meddelade han den H. Nattwarden. D&aring; han war bortg&aring;ngen, s&aring;g man, at det hastade til hennes &auml;ndalyckt. Syst</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">r </span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">Pihl h&auml;mtades til henne, och d&auml;r woro j&auml;mnw&auml;l n&aring;gra andra Syst</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">r</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap"> tilst&auml;des. Sr. Pihl s&ouml;ng henne n&aring;gra hemf&auml;rds versar; och nu der det verset: Som skj&ouml;ld dig uppenbara wid &auml;ndan af all n&ouml;d ./. Afsomnade hon ljufligt uti sit 53</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="text-decoration-line:underline"><span style="text-decoration-skip-ink:none"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap">die </span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:12pt"><span style="font-variant-numeric:normal"><span style="font-variant-east-asian:normal"><span style="vertical-align:baseline"><span style="white-space:pre-wrap"> &Aring;r. Hennes lik hade en behagelig blick. </span></span></span></span></span></span></p>

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