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every thing very comfortable; and trusting in our Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi>
I never wanted for any thing; the first year of my
abode here, I met with some difficulties, but the nearness
of our Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> comforted me, He not only made it clear to
me that I was in my right place, but he made me
sensible that every trial I met with was with a view
to establish <add>me in</add> his grace, thus I took all wish nevigration?
as out of his hands. Oct.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> 11<hi rend="superscript">th</hi> that same year I had the
favor to be reciev'd into the Cong.<hi rend="superscript">n</hi> and <date>December 2</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>d</date></hi><date>
1780</date> to be admitted for the first time to the Holy born
after which I spent 5 years very comfortably in the Ch:
house. <date>April 4</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>th</date></hi><date> 1785</date> I mov'd to the <orgname>S</orgname><hi rend="superscript"><orgname>rs</orgname></hi><orgname> Ocean at </orgname><placename><orgname>Wyhe</orgname></placename>
to live with the G. G.<hi rend="superscript">u</hi> there, the beginning of my living
there was attended with some difficulties, but in time
they were remov'd, and we liv'd happily together in the
nearness of our dear Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> till at a certain period I
gave way to reasoning concerning the Labourers, and
our Sav.<hi rend="superscript">rs</hi> leading in the Cong.<hi rend="superscript">n</hi> into which I enter'd
so far that I lost ?? sight of our Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> and of my
call to the Cong.<hi rend="superscript">n</hi>, thinking I might as well live
somewhere else, this brought me into great distress
as I knew not which way to do, nor cou'd I speak of
my distress to any one for a while, till S.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> <persname>Anna Turos</persname>
from <placename>Fulneck</placename> paid us a visit, I open'd my whole mind
to her, she treated me with much love, which was a
comfort to me, but still I found no real help, my distress
still encreas'd, and I began to think, was it possible
that I cou'd ever come into a happy simple track
again, or was I gone too far, which indeed seem'd to
be my case, so that I was <sic>thankfull</sic>  <corr>thankful</corr> when I felt a
wish, and cou'd sigh to our Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> for help, thinking he