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Nearness again. Now a new Scene was drawn
up in my Heart: I begun to feel, that I was not
sincere & upright, I did not like to see so much
in my <sic>Uncleaness</sic>  <corr>Uncleanness</corr> in my Heart, I was afraid for
myself, & ashamed to tell a Body of. For all that
I begged to our Saviour to discover every Thing
what is in me & help me to a upright & true
Heart. My Labourers very tenderly reachd me
their Hands and assisted me and made me Courage
to give <add>over</add> every Thing what not will stand the Proof.
I deploreth by my Sav<hi rend="superscript">r</hi>. to starve thro' his Flesh &
Blood what's unJesuslike & make me a Jesus-
like Girl. So far she herself in the Begin of
<date>A</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>o</date></hi><date>. 1760.</date>
From that Time She lernt herself better <add>to</add> know, grew
open & free towards her Labourers & became a tender
& <sic>sinerlike</sic>  <corr>sinnerlike</corr> Heart towards our Saviour.
In her Outward Behaviour not easily any Thing could
be found to be censured, but her <sic>timerous</sic>  <corr>timorous</corr> & <sic>bakward-</sic>  <corr>backward-</corr>
keeping Temper caused <add>to</add> herself many melancholic
Hours. However our dear Sav<hi rend="superscript">r</hi>. did in this respect very
much on her Heart; & She brought away her time very
happy & easy.
<date>A</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>o</date></hi><date>. 1762 the 4</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>th</date></hi><date>. of May</date>: She was received & according
to her Desire blessed into the Sggle Sister Choir, to
the great Joy of her Heart & She went over wth. a comfor-
ted Heart into her new Choir. Her last Births-Day
the <date>27</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>th</date></hi><date>. of January</date>

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was a Day of Praise to her,