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to our Saviour, & I took often Resolutions to carry on
an other Life, but before I could recollect myself I
fell in my former Custom, so that I soon fell & soon
riseth again, & in this Condition I had a very heavy
<sic>Christendoom</sic>  <corr>Christendom</corr>. At last I fell in thoughts, that there must
be another Way to come to a remaining Peace & a true
enjoyment of Happiness. I beggd to dear God he himself
would <sic>leed</sic>  <corr>lead</corr> me & bring me to the right Path, then
I would't trust to discover myself to any Body; but
I could hinder that my Sister should not spy out what
I was about; & She was a awakened Person. She seekd
for a Opportunity to speak w<hi rend="superscript">th</hi>. me, & so I told her my
Concern. She advised <add>me</add> to the Brethren who lived here, &
she directly help'd me out of my Dream, but as I
mistrusted myself I desireth to go to the Congregation,
but they did't advise <add>me</add> to do it, but on the contrary they
made it very <sic>dificult</sic>  <corr>difficult</corr> & heavy to me, however they
disadvised me the more eager I became to pursue
my Intention; & accordingly resolved to go & came
the 3<hi rend="superscript">d</hi>. of March <date>1742</date> to <placename>Hhuth</placename>, & got Leave to stay.
<date>A</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>o</date></hi><date>. 1742 the 3</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>d</date></hi><date>. of March</date> I was receiv<hi rend="superscript">d</hi>. into the Congrg<hi rend="superscript">n</hi>.
& <date>1743. the 19 of Jan.</date> became Partaker on our Lords
Supper. I was to inform the Children in the Anstalt
at <placename>Hhuth</placename> & <sic>afterwart</sic>  <corr>afterward</corr> went wth. some Children
from thence to <sic><placename>Silesie</placename></sic><placename>  </placename><corr><placename>Silesia</placename></corr> & continued as in <placename>Hhuth</placename>.
For reason of the Weakness of my Body I did a 
Journey home to see my Relations, which fell out

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