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melting Impression of the Passion of Jesus<br /> | melting Impression of the Passion of Jesus<br /> | ||
at singing <add>once</add> these Words: <abbr>O</abbr> Lord let me find Grace<br /> | at singing <add>once</add> these Words: <abbr>O</abbr> Lord let me find Grace<br /> | ||
| − | & <gap> </gap>I must weep <del>thereby</del>, & my Mother perceiving<br /> | + | &c. <gap> </gap>I must weep <del>thereby</del>, & my Mother perceiving<br /> |
this, explained unto us the Matter of Jesus<br /> | this, explained unto us the Matter of Jesus<br /> | ||
Christ our Mediator, who took upon himself<br /> | Christ our Mediator, who took upon himself<br /> | ||
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Bell with another Boy, all at once the Rope fell<br /> | Bell with another Boy, all at once the Rope fell<br /> | ||
down upon my <del>Bed</del> <add>Head</add>, & cast me down through the<br /> | down upon my <del>Bed</del> <add>Head</add>, & cast me down through the<br /> | ||
| − | Hole two Stories upon the Stones < | + | Hole two Stories upon the Stones <hi rend="superscript">so</hi> that I was brought<br /> |
home as dead. But I recovered soon. The Hurt<br /> | home as dead. But I recovered soon. The Hurt<br /> | ||
which I suffered thereby was not of so long & pain-<br /> | which I suffered thereby was not of so long & pain-<br /> | ||
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| − | Things, I had no Rest, till <span>I <add>either</add></span><add></add><font | + | Things, I had no Rest, till <span>I <add>either</add></span><add></add><font> alone or with <br /> |
my Sister fell down before our Saviour, prayed<br /> | my Sister fell down before our Saviour, prayed<br /> | ||
for & felt his Pardon. The Poison of Sin had indeed<br /> | for & felt his Pardon. The Poison of Sin had indeed<br /> | ||
<del>well</del> been within me; but now I experienced the<br /> | <del>well</del> been within me; but now I experienced the<br /> | ||
| − | <del>Death </del><add>Agony</add> & Distress, which it < | + | <del>Death </del><add>Agony</add> & Distress, which it <hi rend="superscript">causeth </hi>makes in the Heart. <br /> |
For through I resisted <add>it</add> with all my Power, yet<br /> | For through I resisted <add>it</add> with all my Power, yet<br /> | ||
I <del>must</del> <add>had to</add> perceive from Time to Time its Dominion<br /> | I <del>must</del> <add>had to</add> perceive from Time to Time its Dominion<br /> | ||
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I should not be lost. In the Year <date>1728</date> I went<br /> | I should not be lost. In the Year <date>1728</date> I went<br /> | ||
to <placename>Schlaiz</placename> <del>on the</del> <add>to</add> School, where I was 5 Years<br /> | to <placename>Schlaiz</placename> <del>on the</del> <add>to</add> School, where I was 5 Years<br /> | ||
| − | & <del>must</del> <add>had to</add> get my < | + | & <del>must</del> <add>had to</add> get my Livelihood by <add><hi rend="superscript">teaching</hi></add> instructing Children, in <br /> |
writing & Music. My <add>outward</add> Poverty with the Fear <del>for</del> of<br /> | writing & Music. My <add>outward</add> Poverty with the Fear <del>for</del> of<br /> | ||
Shame <del>retained</del> <add>kept</add> me from many Excesses. Other<br /> | Shame <del>retained</del> <add>kept</add> me from many Excesses. Other<br /> | ||
| − | < | + | <font color="#ae913e">Men </font>thought <add>that</add> I was religious, & I <del>must</del> <add>had to</add> suffer many<br /> |
Mockeries from my Fellow <del>Disciples</del> <add>Scholars</add>, who called<br /> | Mockeries from my Fellow <del>Disciples</del> <add>Scholars</add>, who called<br /> | ||
me a Pietist. In <date>June 1733</date> I went with 22<br /> | me a Pietist. In <date>June 1733</date> I went with 22<br /> | ||
| − | Ryksdollars upon the <placename>University at Lep<del>z</del>ick</placename>, <br /> | + | Ryksdollars upon the <placename>University at Lep<del>z</del>ick <add>s</add></placename>, <br /> |
received a Pension of 30 Ryksdollars yearly,<br /> | received a Pension of 30 Ryksdollars yearly,<br /> | ||
& at the End of the Year free Boarding, for<br /> | & at the End of the Year free Boarding, for<br /> | ||
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In the Year <date>1735 in April</date>, a Student <del>sitting</del> <add>who sat</add> next<br /> | In the Year <date>1735 in April</date>, a Student <del>sitting</del> <add>who sat</add> next<br /> | ||
me, dying suddenly <del>was</del> <add>proved</add> the Occasion, that <br /> | me, dying suddenly <del>was</del> <add>proved</add> the Occasion, that <br /> | ||
| − | I was stirred up anew in my Heart, considering | + | I was stirred up anew in my Heart, considering</font><br /> |
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Latest revision as of 21:47, 30 November 2017
& concluded with a Prayer. I had the first
melting Impression of the Passion of Jesus
at singing <add>once</add> these Words: O Lord let me find Grace
&c. <gap> </gap>I must weep thereby, & my Mother perceiving
this, explained unto us the Matter of Jesus
Christ our Mediator, who took upon himself
all our Sins & Iniquities out of inexpressible
Love & has suffered therefore the bitter Death
on the Cross. From my 5<hi rend="underline"><hi rend="superscript">th</hi></hi> Year I was sent
in the <add>to</add> School<gap></gap> In the Year <date>1726</date> I enjoyed
for the first time the Lords Supper, with
an holy & awful Trembling.
About this Time I experienced a particular Re-
servation of God. I was ringing the large Church-
Bell with another Boy, all at once the Rope fell
down upon my Bed <add>Head</add>, & cast me down through the
Hole two Stories upon the Stones <hi rend="superscript">so</hi> that I was brought
home as dead. But I recovered soon. The Hurt
which I suffered thereby was not of so long & pain-
ful Consequences as another, which I have expe-
rienced by the Seductions of another Boy.
Till now, I had been in a simple & childlike Con-
versation with our Savior; for when I had grieved
him with Lightmindedness, Disobedience or such
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Things, I had no Rest, till I <add>either</add><add></add> alone or with
my Sister fell down before our Saviour, prayed
for & felt his Pardon. The Poison of Sin had indeed
well been within me; but now I experienced the
Death <add>Agony</add> & Distress, which it <hi rend="superscript">causeth </hi>makes in the Heart.
For through I resisted <add>it</add> with all my Power, yet
I must <add>had to</add> perceive from Time to Time its Dominion
& my Inability. Thereby I came <add>thereby</add> in an anxious
Situation, but sometimes experienced Comforts
of our Savior, & received the Assurance, that
I should not be lost. In the Year <date>1728</date> I went
to <placename>Schlaiz</placename> on the <add>to</add> School, where I was 5 Years
& must <add>had to</add> get my Livelihood by <add><hi rend="superscript">teaching</hi></add> instructing Children, in
writing & Music. My <add>outward</add> Poverty with the Fear for of
Shame retained <add>kept</add> me from many Excesses. Other
Men thought <add>that</add> I was religious, & I must <add>had to</add> suffer many
Mockeries from my Fellow Disciples <add>Scholars</add>, who called
me a Pietist. In <date>June 1733</date> I went with 22
Ryksdollars upon the <placename>University at Lepzick <add>s</add></placename>,
received a Pension of 30 Ryksdollars yearly,
& at the End of the Year free Boarding, for
which benefit I thanked God heartily.
In the Year <date>1735 in April</date>, a Student sitting <add>who sat</add> next
me, dying suddenly was <add>proved</add> the Occasion, that
I was stirred up anew in my Heart, considering
