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in my Children Years many a blessed Impression in<br />
 
in my Children Years many a blessed Impression in<br />
 
my Heart, but <abbr>did&#39;t </abbr>take so much Notice of this<br />
 
my Heart, but <abbr>did&#39;t </abbr>take so much Notice of this<br />
begun at present when I thought <del>the of</del> thereof to press<br />
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began at present when I thought <del>the of</del> thereof to press<br />
 
many Tears from my Eyes. <sic>Afterwarts</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Afterwards</corr> I came in<br />
 
many Tears from my Eyes. <sic>Afterwarts</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Afterwards</corr> I came in<br />
 
several poor Circumstances. <abbr>A.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>o</abbr></hi> <date>1750</date> I <abbr>w.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>th</abbr></hi> a great<br />
 
several poor Circumstances. <abbr>A.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>o</abbr></hi> <date>1750</date> I <abbr>w.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>th</abbr></hi> a great<br />
 
many Children was <abbr>receivd</abbr> among the Boys &amp; <del>the</del><br />
 
many Children was <abbr>receivd</abbr> among the Boys &amp; <del>the</del><br />
then came to my <unclear>Vater</unclear> to <sic>lern</sic>&nbsp; <corr>learn</corr> his Business. In the<br />
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then came to my Vater&nbsp;to <sic>lern</sic>&nbsp; <corr>learn</corr> his Business. In the<br />
 
the Beginning I went on very well, but <sic>afterwarts</sic>&nbsp; <corr>afterwards</corr><br />
 
the Beginning I went on very well, but <sic>afterwarts</sic>&nbsp; <corr>afterwards</corr><br />
came in a phlegmatic Hate, that it <abbr>would&#39;t</abbr> go in<br />
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came in a phlegmatic state, that it <abbr>would&#39;t</abbr> go in<br />
 
nothing with me &amp; was not sorry or <abbr>distressd</abbr> about<br />
 
nothing with me &amp; was not sorry or <abbr>distressd</abbr> about<br />
 
at all. The most tender <sic>Reminicences</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Reminiscences</corr> of my Brethen<br />
 
at all. The most tender <sic>Reminicences</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Reminiscences</corr> of my Brethen<br />
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in the Congregation to the Joy of my Heart.<br />
 
in the Congregation to the Joy of my Heart.<br />
 
Now my <sic>Disire</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Desire</corr> was set upon, that our Saviour<br />
 
Now my <sic>Disire</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Desire</corr> was set upon, that our Saviour<br />
would attain his whole Intention <unclear>mith</unclear> me. The holy<br />
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would attain his whole Intention with&nbsp;me. The holy<br />
 
Ghost <sic>begun</sic>&nbsp; <corr>began</corr> his blessed work in my Heart, but I soon<br />
 
Ghost <sic>begun</sic>&nbsp; <corr>began</corr> his blessed work in my Heart, but I soon<br />
 
&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; lost<br />
 
&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; lost<br />
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lost my Course &amp; spoiled 1 whole Year in <sic>a</sic>&nbsp; <corr>an</corr> indifferent<br />
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State towards our Saviour. On <date>New Years Day 1754</date><br />
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I was very perplexed about my poor Condition, &amp; saw<br />
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myself no <sic>Advise</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Advice</corr> or Help for me. In this Situation<br />
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I went to one of my dear Labourers &amp; <abbr>complaind</abbr><br />
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in my Need <abbr>w.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>th</abbr></hi> Fears to him. He comforted me &amp; ad-<br />
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vised me to go to our <abbr>Sav.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>r</abbr></hi> Miserable &amp; <sic>pityable</sic>&nbsp; <corr>pitiable</corr> I<br />
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am, he knoweth he&#39;ll help me. Here I <sic>remembred</sic>&nbsp; <corr>remembered</corr><br />
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what a Blessing it is to be openhearted &amp; sincere, then<br />
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my Heart became easy &amp; comforted &amp; I <sic>begun</sic>&nbsp; <corr>began</corr> my<br />
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New Year happy &amp; glad. the <date>25</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>th</date></hi><date> of <abbr>Jan</abbr>.</date> I got<br />
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Leave to be present by the Comunion on the Boys<br />
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Feast &amp; then also the Day following by the Comunion<br />
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in the Church at <placename>Bertholsdorf</placename>. This was a great<br />
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Blessing for my Heart. On holy Thursday our<br />
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<abbr>Sav.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>r</abbr></hi> graciously bestowed on me that after <add>the</add> forgoing<br />
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Pedilavium &amp; Absolution to partake myself on<br />
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his holy Flesh &amp; Blood. By this first Enjoyment<br />
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of this great Matter I could say nothing, as dear<br />
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<abbr>Sav.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>r</abbr></hi> here I am, go through all my Soul &amp; Body<br />
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&amp; spoil every Thing what&#39;s not <sic>Siner</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Sinner</corr> &amp; <sic>Jesuslicke</sic>&nbsp; <corr>Jesuslike</corr><br />
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in me! The blessed Memory of the happy Choir-Feast, which<br />
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the blessed Disciple kept <del>them</del> the Boys has made a deep<br />
 +
Impression in my Heart, which was the <date>9</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>th</date></hi><date>&nbsp;of July 1755</date>.<br />
 +
<abbr>A.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>o</abbr></hi> <date>1756 the 29th of <abbr>Augs</abbr>.</date> I was <abbr>receivd</abbr> in Single&nbsp;Brethren<br />
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Choir, I <abbr>begg&#39;d</abbr> to our <abbr>Sav.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>r</abbr></hi> for new Grace &amp; Mercy, &amp;<br />
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He <abbr>did&#39;t</abbr> ashame me, but let me not in Want of his Blessings.<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; <abbr>A.</abbr><hi rend="superscript"><abbr>o</abbr></hi> <date>1757</date>.

Latest revision as of 22:52, 10 December 2017

In my 7.<hi rend="superscript">th</hi> Year of Age My Parents brought me to
<placename>Hhaag</placename> & there I came in the Anstalt, & found myself
here soon at home. I had from Time to Time feelings
in my Heart from our dear Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> & the Children Meetings
have been <sic>allways</sic>  <corr>always</corr> a Blessing for my Heart.
A.<hi rend="superscript">o</hi> <date>1746</date> I removed w.<hi rend="superscript">th</hi> my Parents hither to <placename>Hhuth</placename>
& so came in the Boys Anstalt here. For all I had
in my Children Years many a blessed Impression in
my Heart, but did't take so much Notice of this
began at present when I thought the of thereof to press
many Tears from my Eyes. <sic>Afterwarts</sic>  <corr>Afterwards</corr> I came in
several poor Circumstances. A.<hi rend="superscript">o</hi> <date>1750</date> I w.<hi rend="superscript">th</hi> a great
many Children was receivd among the Boys & the
then came to my Vater to <sic>lern</sic>  <corr>learn</corr> his Business. In the
the Beginning I went on very well, but <sic>afterwarts</sic>  <corr>afterwards</corr>
came in a phlegmatic state, that it would't go in
nothing with me & was not sorry or distressd about
at all. The most tender <sic>Reminicences</sic>  <corr>Reminiscences</corr> of my Brethen
& reproach's I did't mind much; & in <add>this</add> miserable
Condition I went on a good While. At least our
Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> found means himself & show'd to <add>one</add> the unhappy
Condition my Heart was in. Now I <sic>begun</sic>  <corr>began</corr> to weep
& to pray he <add>would</add> give me a sincere & open Heart to
him & my Brethren, which he <sic>gratiously</sic>  <corr>graciously</corr> complyeth
w.<hi rend="superscript">th</hi>  I was after that receivd the <date>7 Apr. 1753</date>
in the Congregation to the Joy of my Heart.
Now my <sic>Disire</sic>  <corr>Desire</corr> was set upon, that our Saviour
would attain his whole Intention with me. The holy
Ghost <sic>begun</sic>  <corr>began</corr> his blessed work in my Heart, but I soon
                                                                                          lost

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lost my Course & spoiled 1 whole Year in <sic>a</sic>  <corr>an</corr> indifferent
State towards our Saviour. On <date>New Years Day 1754</date>
I was very perplexed about my poor Condition, & saw
myself no <sic>Advise</sic>  <corr>Advice</corr> or Help for me. In this Situation
I went to one of my dear Labourers & complaind
in my Need w.<hi rend="superscript">th</hi> Fears to him. He comforted me & ad-
vised me to go to our Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> Miserable & <sic>pityable</sic>  <corr>pitiable</corr> I
am, he knoweth he'll help me. Here I <sic>remembred</sic>  <corr>remembered</corr>
what a Blessing it is to be openhearted & sincere, then
my Heart became easy & comforted & I <sic>begun</sic>  <corr>began</corr> my
New Year happy & glad. the <date>25</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>th</date></hi><date> of Jan.</date> I got
Leave to be present by the Comunion on the Boys
Feast & then also the Day following by the Comunion
in the Church at <placename>Bertholsdorf</placename>. This was a great
Blessing for my Heart. On holy Thursday our
Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> graciously bestowed on me that after <add>the</add> forgoing
Pedilavium & Absolution to partake myself on
his holy Flesh & Blood. By this first Enjoyment
of this great Matter I could say nothing, as dear
Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> here I am, go through all my Soul & Body
& spoil every Thing what's not <sic>Siner</sic>  <corr>Sinner</corr> & <sic>Jesuslicke</sic>  <corr>Jesuslike</corr>
in me! The blessed Memory of the happy Choir-Feast, which
the blessed Disciple kept them the Boys has made a deep
Impression in my Heart, which was the <date>9</date><hi rend="superscript"><date>th</date></hi><date> of July 1755</date>.
A.<hi rend="superscript">o</hi> <date>1756 the 29th of Augs.</date> I was receivd in Single Brethren
Choir, I begg'd to our Sav.<hi rend="superscript">r</hi> for new Grace & Mercy, &
He did't ashame me, but let me not in Want of his Blessings.
                                                                      A.<hi rend="superscript">o</hi> <date>1757</date>.