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condition that I did not know what to do with my<br />
self, the some times in the midst of all a thought<br />
wou&#39;d dart into my mind, who knows but I shall<br />
be sav&#39;d at last, perhaps the Lord do love me<br />
he have promis&#39;d to save such ones as is in my<br />
condition therefore I will never rest till<br />
I know that he have sav&#39;d me, About this time<br />
I and Four more was taken into a Band<br />
by Mr. Connick at Mr Wesleys [Scool] [wheane] we<br />
[mett] constant together every week for some<br />
time and not without a blessing, about this time<br />
I was very near like to be kill&#39;d two or three times<br />
in the Pitt and by some other accident, and one of the<br />
time my hurt was pretty bad yet I thought<br />
I cou&#39;d not be thankfull enought to the Lord that He<br />
had spar&#39;d my life and not call&#39;d me away in the condition<br />
I was then in though at the same time I did<br />
not know that any one had any thing to<br />
lay to my charge, for I liv&#39;d a Soft<br />
Righteous life, I fasted two or three times<br />
Every week, I pray&#39;d perhaps ten or twenty times<br />
Every day as often as I had opportunity, I went<br />
to the Sacrament every monthy, Every hour<br />
that I did sleep I did think twas time Lost<br />
and did often times wish I cou&#39;d never sleep<br />
no more, My Countenance did betray my poor<br />
miserable Heart, some times with tears a sigh<br />
would burst from my Heart O that I did but<br />
know the Lord Jesus, or was afraid of his Love