Moravian Lives

every thing very comfortable; and trusting in our Sav.r
I never wanted for any thing; the first year of my
abode here, I met with some difficulties, but the nearness
of our Sav.r comforted me, He not only made it clear to
me that I was in my right place, but he made me
sensible that every trial I met with was with a view
to establish me in his grace, thus I took all wish resignation
as out of his hands. Oct.r 11th that same year I had the
favor to be reciev'd into the Cong.n and December 2d
1780 to be admitted for the first time to the Holy born
after which I spent 5 years very comfortably in the Ch:
house. April 4th 1785 I mov'd to the Srs Oecon at Wyke
to live with the G. G.r  there, the beginning of my living
there was attended with some difficulties, but in time
they were remov'd, and we liv'd happily together in the
nearness of our dear Sav.r till at a certain period I
gave way to reasoning concerning the Labourers, and
our Sav.rs leading in the Cong.n into which I enter'd
so far that I lost ?? sight of our Sav.r and of my
call to the Cong.n, thinking I might as well live
somewhere else, this brought me into great distress
as I knew not which way to do, nor cou'd I speak of
my distress to any one for a while, till S.r Anna Turos
from Fulneck paid us a visit, I open'd my whole mind
to her, she treated me with much love, which was a
comfort to me, but still I found no real help, my distress
still encreas'd, and I began to think, was it possible
that I cou'd ever come into a happy simple track
again, or was I gone too far, which indeed seem'd to
be my case, so that I was thankfull  thankful when I felt a
wish, and cou'd sigh to our Sav.r for help, thinking he