Moravian Lives

condition that I did not know what to do with my
self, the some times in the midst of all a thought
wou'd dart into my mind, who knows but I shall
be sav'd at last, perhaps the Lord do love me
he have promis'd to save such ones as is in my
condition therefore I will never rest till
I know that he have sav'd me, About this time
I and Four more was taken into a Band
by Mr. Connick at Mr Wesleys [Scool] [wheane] we
[mett] constant together every week for some
time and not without a blessing, about this time
I was very near like to be kill'd two or three times
in the Pitt and by some other accident, and one of the
time my hurt was pretty bad yet I thought
I cou'd not be thankfull enought to the Lord that He
had spar'd my life and not call'd me away in the condition
I was then in though at the same time I did
not know that any one had any thing to
lay to my charge, for I liv'd a Soft
Righteous life, I fasted two or three times
Every week, I pray'd perhaps ten or twenty times
Every day as often as I had opportunity, I went
to the Sacrament every monthy, Every hour
that I did sleep I did think twas time Lost
and did often times wish I cou'd never sleep
no more, My Countenance did betray my poor
miserable Heart, some times with tears a sigh
would burst from my Heart O that I did but
know the Lord Jesus, or was afraid of his Love