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to our Saviour, & I took often Resolutions to carry on
an other Life, but before I could recollect myself I
fell in my former Custom, so that I soon fell & soon
riseth again, & in this Condition I had a very heavy
be another Way to come to a remaining Peace & a true
enjoyment of Happiness. I beggd to dear God he himself
would
I would't trust to discover myself to any Body; but
I could hinder that my Sister should not spy out what
I was about; & She was a awakened Person. She seekd
for a Opportunity to speak wth. me, & so I told her my
Concern. She advised
she directly help'd me out of my Dream, but as I
mistrusted myself I desireth to go to the Congregation,
but they did't advise
made it very
disadvised me the more eager I became to pursue
my Intention; & accordingly resolved to go & came
the 3 d. of March
d. into the Congrgn.
&
Supper. I was to inform the Children in the Anstalt
at
from thence to
For reason of the Weakness of my Body I did a
Journey home to see my Relations, which fell out
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very difficult, because I was at the Point to give the
Congregation the Slip, & to conform myself to the World
again. This false
Certainty of my Destination to the Congregation. I aquainted
th. my Circumstances in a Letter, & got Leave
again the
the
& from this Time went on, in a near th. my
Savr. to as a happy Child in the Congregation. (So far his
own Intelligence.) He proceedeth his Course now
& happy. The Situation of his Heart did he sometimes
express in Verses for himself. The
the rest: Wa̎rest du nicht ein so trues Herze;
Das so unaussprechlich liebt;
Nehmest Du nicht Theil an allen Shmerze
Der ein Hertz manchmal betrübt:
O, so wa̎rs gewiss um mich
und ich ha̎tte müssen untergehen
denn in was Confussion, steckt ich armes Kind nicht shon!
x x x
Aber so hast du dich mein erbormet
und in meiner grösten noch
Mich gar oft recht inniglich umarmet
War ich gleich als wie halb tod,
Wenn mir alle Hofnung wolt
Liesest du dein Herze mich empfinden
Wie du gegen mich dein Kind, nach wie fur, seyst got gesinnt,