Moravian Lives

was afraid the Brethren would advise me to follow.
At last I took the Resolution & set of  off.
Ao. 1745. the 17th. of July I arrivd at Hhaag, where it went
wth. me very well in the Begin. But afterwards as Sins
& Iniquity begun to show their Dominion again, I
was quite disturbed in my chearful  cheerful way, & thought
within myself when I but were received under the
Poeple  People of God, then it would go better; and our Savr.
gratiously  graciously consented to my Desire & I was receivd
1746 the 28th of August. from thence I begun wth. more
Hope & cheafullness  cheerfulness to prosecute my Aim. Thence
I came into the Seminary as Taylor  Tailor at Lindheim,
& 1747 the 21st. of April our dear Seviour  Saviour gratiously  graciously
bestowed the Enjoyment of his holy Body & Blood
on poor me. Here I got new Strength & Grace by
his Blood to resist every that would divide me
& my Redeemer, my Heart became easy & I
feeld  felt the peace of God. Afterwarts  Afterwards I must often feel
my unsinerlicke  unsinnerlike & Selfish Heart, because I did't
like to appear so poorly by my Brethren as I realy  really
feeld  felt myself & this brought me some Times in great
Distress. Ao. 1748 I moved wth. the Seminary from
Lindheim to Mborn, there I had a blessed Period,
I could disclose my whole Heart before my Saviour,
& had especialy  especially many blessing when I was excomu-  excommu-