Moravian Lives

forgot. I lernt now myself better to know, became a
more intime Conexion  Connection with our Saviour & he became
many Siner  Sinner - Fears before his pierced feet. the 14th May I
was confirmed & the 11th June the blessd day appeard  appeared
where I was to partake on his holy Body & Blood
here I lost myself & could nothing but weep.
the 20th of July I receivd the blessing into the Single
Sisters Choir & I gave him Heart & Hands to become
his true Soul. Soon after I & four Sisters more
went from here towards Herrnhuth & arrived the 8th
of August, where I had the Pleasure to live into the
Choir-House. Here I enjoyd his happy Nearness as a
poor Sinner, but weep dayly  daily for Want & Insuffiency  Insufficiency.
His Grace & Mercy is my only Holdfast, without, I easily
could be come inshared again. My only Desire is to live
as his Property to the Joy of his Heart, & that his holy
Corps  Corpse & Blood may irradicate all what's unJesuslicke in
my Soul & Body. So far She herself.
However [illegible deletion] unsettled her State of Mind, She was for
all that Sincere & openhearted. Anno 1760. Our blessed
Disciple spoke her & from this Time our Saviour settled
her Mind & brought her to a sure foundation.
She has been for a Time excomunicated  excommunicated from the
holy Sacrament & in this Intervall  Interval the holy Ghost
had his blessed Work in her & she became solid &
                                                                        certain.



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He certain. Her Happyness  Happiess became more consistent
& She lernt  learned to know by all her Insuficiency  Insufficiency &
Sinfulness to keep closse  close to our Saviour & on
his meritorious Atonement. Hereby She found
herself glad, servitable & in Conversation lovely.
It was a Pleasure to her to serve one of her
Sisters & her dayly  daily Work in Washing She did wth
all possible Care & diligence. In the last Days
of April She was taken sick on a sudden but 
resisted as much as possible, because of her Choci-
Feast drawing so near. But a vehement Fever
forced her that She willingly the 1st of May
entered the Sixth Room. On her Feastday
was She very happy in her Room & was glad 
to celebrate her approaching Birthsday  Birthday by this op-
portunitity in this so Hill & happy Place.
The Watch Word of her Birthday was: Er riss muh
heraus denn er halte Sust zie mir. Was muss
Jesus an mir trüben Herzen lieben? This was
extraordinary pleasing & comfortable to her.
Privatly  Privately She hoped if our Saviour by means of
her Sickness would't take her in his eternal Safety,
but this She believed was to great a Luck for
her. By all her Smart She was allways  always Silent,
of good Chear  Cheer & very lovely & thankful to her 
Waiter. The 8th as She expected her Portion by
the holy Sacrament, She seyhd  said : A! When this
would be be the last & when I to Day were so
                                                              happy